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Name: Stina
Birthday: 10/5/1989
Interests: Music, watching people play games, hanging out with adam. ya knoe the usual
Expertise: giggling at jokes, being annoying, immature, ummmmm, brainless
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  gir4lif1989
Member Since:
7/12/2005
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| ok allison here ya go.
lets see i broke up with chris. went back out with adam....he hasnt said anything to me in a week....i realized im an idiot. and i dont deserve to live. and i just cant stop crying and thinking that i messed everything up and now i am broken hearted for the umteenth time. | | |
| ya know i had the guy....i had the life....then i left it for adam...and he lied! and i hate myself and i am willing to beg chris for the rest of my life just to forgive me. and allison i kno ur gonna yell at me but i admit it i am an idiot. and i did learn my lesson this time. i feel so hurt and i dont know wat im gonna do. | | |
| i got this email from jordan about chris:
Awww want to know something cute about your toy, Kristina? Well you might not know it but he loves pretending to be a woman and prance around. All over the internet to find any kind of free stuff he can get. Thats right, you might not know it but he loves to have several relationships going and keep them all a secret from one another. You might think your important... but just ask him, of course he'll lie... but in time you'll discover the truth... that you mean nothing... he was just using you to get his rocks off... too bad your just one more toy in the basket. Maybe you should dump him now... it might save you a lot of heart ache from a know nothing loser. And now I bet your upset... awww how cute... you want to defend him huh? you think you know him? Well take a hard look... you'll see i'm right... simply look at all the characters he has on Furcadia... and each one of them he has a "Mate" playing with and using them all at the same time... you know why he does all this... he loves attention and drama. You might want to tell him to take the dick out of his mouth and tell you whats going on... We are of course talking about "chris" I think you'll find in time... that all of this and more is true about him.
The Shadow Knows...
and it hurts...i need some help. please | | |
| how can one little post start trouble? someone explain. i almost lost my bf and some of my friends. well i guess it shows me who i can and cannot trust and who trusts me. ya know i try to understand ppls point of view but when im always wrong i dunno wat to think. i love chris yea but he cant understand that i love adam because he was first for alot of things for me. | | |
| see today i went to church (omg!!!!!) and the WHOLE service was about forgiving and forgetting. and so i got the idea to tell all u guys this.
as most of u know when i was in tenth grade i got the biggest crush on a senior, adam. and he asked me out and for a month my life was great! then he cheated on me. and we broke up. and that hurt and i tried to hide it. i did a pretty good job of it too. we started dating again and he left me for another girl and that hurt worse...i wasnt myself after that. well last summer i went to alabama and meet someone. he was a good friend of my cousin. his name was leland. i told him about all my pain and all my anger that i had held inside. and he told me about forgiving and forgetting. and he was right its not always easy but it does help. and so i tried it. and i forgave adam but i havent forgotten how it felt to have someone i love so much do that to me. and as some of u know leland died in a car crash. and that hurts too but i remember wat he told me.
i wrote this so maybe some of you can figure out why i am talking to adam again. i love adam alot and i never stopped. i tried but i failed. i can admit i love him now because i forgave him! if u still dont understand me then maybe we shouldnt be friends. but i have only one more thing to say. if u can not forgive and forget u can not move on with your life! so please! im beggin u forgive people who have wronged you. u dont have to forget but atleast try to forgive. leland helped me and i want to help you. please....just try. u never know it may help with alot of ur emotions and your problems.
thanks for listening! ~KAT~ | | |
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